Hello, I want to apologize for being really quiet on the blog this week but I am dealing with a lot of emotional pain and I can’t seem to snap out of it. My trip to Georgia was amazing and I had the opportunity to spend time with my grandparents and close friends. I even saw a snake while cruising around the old country roads where my grandfather was raised.
When I arrived back home Monday night I felt weird and needed to lie down. The next morning I discovered my voice had come back clear as ever. This immediately freaked me out and I couldn’t help but wonder if and when it would leave again. Sure enough yesterday afternoon while talking to my sister I went to stand up and got the worse pain in my head and I could hear my heartbeat in my ear. I went to open my mouth to tell my dog to get down and once again my voice was altered. My mom and sister both freaked out and we rushed to the hospital but they had us waiting so long in the waiting room that we just left. Although my speech is clear again I just can’t be happy because I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. I just cry and stay in bed because I don’t want to hear about how happy I should be. Is that weird?
I have been a ball of emotions for the past few days. I’m confused, hurt, and sad. No doctor knows what happened and I just feel like I’m losing it. Right now my mom is trying to make an appointment with a doctor who specializes in Mitochondrial Diseases. I’m hoping to have a chance to speak with him because I can’t keep going through losing my voice, having zero energy, stomach upset, and headaches. I just can’t deal with it anymore. I’ll hopefully pick up my mood by next week and will return with product reviews and giveaways. Until then just a few reminders:
The Mineral Mate giveaway ends at midnight if you haven’t entered yet please click here to do so!
The Eyebuydirect.com eyeglass giveaway will end tomorrow. To enter that giveaway please click here.
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